So it begins…

Here I go again.  As always I hold off as long as I can, but eventually I cave.  Whenever something new comes along I refuse to go along with the fad.  I guess I’m sort of a ludite, I don’t like to follow the crowd when it comes to technology.  I always told myself that blogs were for lame-os, and I would use that exact word, yet here I am, blogging away.  I guess sometimes you just need to let out some feelings once in a while, nevermind that you’re doing it infront of everyone, and at the same time, no one.  I never thought I’d have anything to say.  Perhaps I don’t.  That doesn’t matter, right?  Just type whatever pops into my little head and go with it.

 I guess I also thought that I don’t really have feelings; like they are beneath me.  I used to be a pretty emotional guy, but not so much anymore.  I could go into the details, but that would just make me one of those lame-os that I’ve heard so much about.  Needless to say it wasn’t any one thing, or any one person.  Some cute girl whom I’ve loved with the burning passions of a hot desert searing my soul did not rip the still beating heart from my chest leaving me an empty shell.  No, the process that made me into that stone golem that I am was a culmination, a sort of chinese water torture.  A drip drip here, a drip drip there and a couple of tra-la-las.

Perhaps one day I’ll put each of the thousand cuts right here.  Perhaps not.

 For now, know that I’m not emo and will be putting happy things on here from time to time, should I actually remember to update once in a while.  In fact, let me leave you with a happy little link.  The ever immortal Lobster Magnet.